Monday Musing
today was an interesting day by sorts. The energies of the day shifted by changing the mark very quickly.
You see what was meant to be a bespoke group of 4 became a private session @ 7:57am for 8am class ….
It was interesting to notice my energy change, yet still be real and front, to hold space but also needing to be held - When we prepare for anything from our heart … we engage our 5 senses … this then combines and creates our super strength …. an awakened beaming being …. our resonance is amplified as we are functioning as a unified one. When that gets tweaked by shifts in the present … we feel …. now some people are afraid to cry, I on the other hand am all for showing my e-motion (energy in motion) when it happens for the mere fact …. i do not want to carry that with me any longer … It is like when the gazelle shuddered when he ‘shakes off’ the witnessing of the lion … he don’t go time for holding that fear …. he simply shakes it off. In some cultures this has been trained out of us … by words, phrase verbs & attitudes perhaps from society norms to numbing us from feeling.
Feeling in my understanding is the greatest skill to refine in life - It allows us to examine situations, people, places inside before we respond outward … when we engage all our senses from an inward understanding we amplify what the out come may be
I stand there for a moment … 7:58am I look at the beautiful soul that stands in front of me - eager to learn … I break into tears (which are not of pain - but just the release of acceptance that the vibe is different - i allow my cells to feel + heal) I share what I ‘think’ is bothering me … exhale …. 8:01am she listens, holding my sadness for the moment, then together we let it go …. 8:05 am I am ready to teach … you see what happened here was a moment where one could sit in their ego, carry on like all is ok - yet be holding on to that feeling of ‘exhale’ that the session was not going to be 4, yet a more intimate sesh for 1 …. Here for those few minutes I could shift from being host into equal, release some of the sadness … then move from an open space to take on what was to become the private class.
When things change from what our mind has planned, seen or dreams we can - and are totally allowed to feel a little sad … it is when we wallow in the sh!t that it starts to loose our lustre … expression of feeling at appropriate times is necessary. Eg to share in your journal, to create an art work inspired by the shortfall or shift, poetry, drawing, meditation, or what i did - share …
we came here as souls on this plane to share… to be real … to grow from each other … This is space to be vulnerable … this space creates strength … as vulnerability is a access to our deeper cells … these are our essence - that which may have been tainted through our experiences. Here we need to visit these in moments of feeling
It is now Wednesday - another session has been held … and those who cancelled on Monday have now shared their moments with me and we are G funk
In further thoughts of this it actually ties lovely into WHAT we did today … we had a few new souls chase the rainbow and find the end & land in our early morning 7:30am … We moved into our feet, shoulders, hips, fascia …. of course … the space and place inside WHERE that energy that if we do not release sits, festers and creates dis order in the bodies matrix structure. We briefly looked at the different lines these layers & it was an amazing experience to hear the beautiful rapper discuss his understanding of his body from this new space of perception. The joy this brings my every iota - is WHY i created Life Refinement Therapies … it is a joy to make the dots meet inside so many souls.
I write now from a space of complete reverence to the past ancestors who have carried the torches through the thick forests of time to resonate the frequency allowing us to hear the echoes … this magic is real proof today as the dear new soul lives in my birth town. The pure magic that happens when we sharpen our sense vessel.
May light & life guide you
namaste
natty xx